I’m Sorry, But I Just Can’t Stop Yelling At People

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It’s been said that the two most important words in any language are “I’m sorry.” And while it’s true that being able to apologize is an important skill, there’s another side to this coin. What do you do when you’re the one who can’t stop yelling at people?

This is a problem that I’ve struggled with for most of my life. It’s something that I’m ashamed of and it’s something that I’m constantly working on. But it’s not easy.

When I was a child, I was a yeller. I would get angry and I would lash out. I would say hurtful things and I would make people feel small. I didn’t know any better. I was just a kid.

But as I’ve grown up, I’ve realized that this is not an acceptable way to behave. I’ve hurt too many people with my words. I’ve made too many people feel like they’re less than I am. And I’m tired of it. I’m tired of feeling like I have to scream at people to get my point across.

I’m sorry, but I just can’t stop yelling at people.

It’s not like I enjoy it. I don’t get a thrill out of making other people feel bad. But for some reason, I can’t seem to help myself.

I’ve tried reasoning with myself. I’ve tried to remind myself of all the times that I’ve been on the receiving end of someone’s anger. I know how it feels. I know how hurtful it can be.

And yet, I can’t seem to stop.

I’ve tried to be more patient. I’ve tried to take a deep breath and count to 10 before I say anything. But it never seems to work. The words just come tumbling out before I can even think about what I’m saying.

I’m sorry, but I just can’t stop yelling at people.

I know that it’s not right. I know that it’s not fair to the people who have to deal with my anger. But I can’t seem to help it.

I’m sorry.

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